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Tuesday, June 30, 2015

June Reads

Here we are, at the end of June, which means one thing - the fourth of July is right around the corner! I see family, fireworks, salmon burgers and watermelon in my very near future. Yay! 



Carter-bug and I at last year's parade. This picture expresses 
EXACTLY how I feel about the fourth. Pure joy!

It also means it's time for me to share my June reads! [I did my fair share of reading this past month, but to be fair, the first two books I read mostly in May and just happened to finish in June.]

Have I ever mentioned that I love Shauna Niequist? Yes, I believe I have. I, of course, loved every word of this book. And I love her short-essay writing style. It's a book you can leave on your coffee table to read when you have a few minutes and always pick it back up without missing a beat. Her words are beautiful:
"Grace isn't about having a second chance; grace is having so many chances that you could use them through all eternity and never come up empty. It's when you finally realize that the other shoe isn't going to drop, ever. It's the moment you feel as precious and handmade as every star, when you feel, finally, at home for the very first time."
For me, this book had the right words at the right time and was a breath of fresh air to my weary soul.
5 stars

2. Glory Be by Augusta Scattergood
This was a beautiful story of the Civil Rights movement in the south told from the perspective of Glory, an innocent girl about to turn 12. Everything she knows is challenged by people new to her town and she finds herself bravely doing the right thing in the face of persecution by those in her community. I really enjoyed listening to this one.
4 stars

3. The Inner Circle (Culper Ring, #1) by Brad Meltzer
Brad Meltzer is a master of intertwining the historically real with the tales of fascinating characters. Beecher, an archivist for the U.S. government, finds himself in the middle of a Presidential conspiracy and quickly realizes he doesn't know who he can trust. I first read this book on my honeymoon and loved it. With the new book in the series released this month, I re-read to brush up on the story again. I was caught up all over from the very first word. 
5 stars

4. The Fifth Assassin (Culper Ring, #2) by Brad Meltzer
The second book in the Culper Ring Series is just as fast-paced and gripping as the first. With someone killing local priests by copying presidential assassinations, it quickly becomes clear that an attempt on the life of current President, Orson Wallace, is inevitable. Beecher and the Culper Ring are leading their own investigation to try to catch the killer before it's too late. I actually picked this book up on our honeymoon in the Chicago airport on the way to Florida and read this one before I read the first book in the series. It was nice this time to read the books in order - even better the second time around.
5 stars

5. Unlucky 13 (Women's Murder Club, #13) by James Patterson
I finished the two Culper Ring books sooner than I thought and, while waiting for the third book to arrive in the mail, listened to this book. The series is full of quick and easy reads about four strong, female characters - an investigator, a coroner, a lawyer and a journalist - and I have enjoyed them all. Not particularly intricately written, but a good summer read.
3 stars

6. Gray Mountain by John Grisham
There was a summer in high school when I borrowed every John Grisham book from my local library and devoured them. Reading Gray Mountain reminded me why I love these books so much. This legal thriller about the evils of the mining industry had me on the edge of my seat. And bonus, they mentioned Pikeville, Kentucky a few times - an area near my family's [very] small town of McDowell, Kentucky. I was sad when it was over and plan to read more this summer!
5 stars

7. The Farm by Tom Rob Smith
I don't even remember how I heard about this book, but it's been on my list of books to read for quite some time. The Farm is a tale of a a son caught in between his parents' very different stories and his quest to find the truth. Touching on mental illness and abuse, The Farm keeps you interested until the very last word. 
4 stars

8. The President's Shadow (Culper Ring, #3)  by Brad Meltzer
I love this series and have been excited to read this book for a year and a half; it did not disappoint. When body parts turn up in the gardens at the White House and Camp David, Beecher and the Culper Ring are determined to find the killer and the weakness of the security provided by the Secret Service all while searching for the truth about Beecher's own father. Fantastic read.
5 stars

I'm currently reading Home is Where My People Are by Sophie Hudson and already have July reading plans that include How To Kill a Mockingbird, Go Set a Watchman,  Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can't Stop Talking, along with a few [beautiful] recipe books - Date Night In and Sunday Suppers: Recipes + Gatherings

What are you reading this summer?


Wednesday, June 24, 2015

thankful all over again

I spent part of my day today going through old emails to either purge or save [riveting work, I assure you], and I came across a treasure of emails from our wedding planning and house-hunting adventures - which, if you remember, was all happening at the same time. [To refresh your memory, we closed on our house four days before the wedding. FOUR DAYS! It's like I was trying to give myself a heart attack.] Me, Nate, my mom, my mother-in-law, and all my sisters sent emails about e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g, so I got to relive it all and spent the better part of an hour with a huge smile plastered on my face. 

I had almost forgotten that the details overwhelmed me early on, but Nate gently reminded me we'd make one decision at a time. [Does it really matter that the tablecloths won't match my dress? This was a real question that completely stressed me out...] The important stuff would happen and maybe the unimportant stuff wouldn't, but so what? And after that, it was [mostly] smooth sailing. No, in fact the tablecloths do not have to match my dress. [Who notices those kinds of things anyway?] The tiered cake can only be vanilla? Ok. We can't find the pants for the groomsmen in everyone's size? We'll figure something out. No one can find the bows for the pews [or pew bows, which my sisters and I kept calling them because it's hil-arious - we're so mature]? They're not necessary anyway. What mattered is that my families worked so hard and so well together to make our wedding day everything we hoped it would be and that, at the end of the day, Nate and I would be married.

Planning with my family really was so much fun, I married the man of my dreams, and Nate and I had the best day ever. And today, I was thankful for that all over again. 





Wednesday, June 10, 2015

2015 reading goal and book reviews

At the beginning of the year I listened to Jamie Ivey interview her friend, Lindsey Paschal, on her podcast. [Which, by the way, is so good - when I found her podcast, I binge-listened to them all!] Lyndsey read 52 books in 2014  - I'm not sure if you just did that math, but that's a book a week. Did I mention she's a mom to two young kids? Talk about accomplishment. I immediately decided to set a reading goal of my own for 2015, although I wasn't crazy enough to think 52 books was realistic....

I decided on 30 books in 2015 in honor of my 30th birthday and set up a Goodreads account to keep track. [Goodreads is a game changer - you know all those times you thought I want to read that book...later and then forgot? It keeps track of books you want to read, books you're currently reading, and books you've already read. Every time I have that exact thought, I search for it on my Goodreads account and add it to the books I want to read. I'll never forget again!]. 

Below is a list of the books I've read through May with a tiny review [because who wants to read a blog with 15 full-out book reviews - too much]. And you can friend me on Goodreads here.

1. Bread & Wine: A Love Letter to Life Around the Table, with Recipes by Shauna Niequist
I've already written a little bit about this book here, but I'll say it again. I LOVED it. One of my favorite reads of the year about life, making space for one another, and making good food. 
Top three for the year - 5 stars [Can I give it 32 stars on a 5-star scale? I guess I can do whatever I want on my blog...]

2. Cold Tangerines by Shauna Niequist
Since I loved Bread & Wine so much, I decided to go back and read her first book - and it was so worth it. Loved this book of short essays about celebrating the small things.
5 stars

3. Unbroken: A World War II Story of Survival, Resilience, and Redemption by Laura Hillenbrand
I love historical non-fiction (and fiction too, for that matter) and was so glad I read this. It's a beautifully written and very real story about the life of Louis Zamperini and his time in the service and as a POW in Japan in WWII. So inspiring.
5 stars

4. Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn
This story of a very dysfunctional marriage, while very well-written, just wasn't my thing.
1 star [brutal, I know, but it's how I felt...]

5. For the Love: Fighting for Grace in a World of Impossible Standards by Jen Hatmaker
Just ask my husband, I love everything Jen Hatmaker. She's a truth-teller, but she does it with such sincerity and grace - a true representative of Jesus. And this book was my favorite of hers, which is saying something. It comes out in August and every woman I know needs to own it. 
Top three for the year, 5 stars [or 32 - again, my blog]

6. Anne of Green Gables (Anne of Green Gables, #1) by Lucy Maud Montgomery
I listened to this in my car on my commute and loved every second. It's a beautiful story of an unconventional family born from adoption. And it reminds me of my childhood with my gramma - making cherry aid and watching Anne of Green Gables on VHS. 
5 stars

7. The Wildwater Walking Club by Claire Cook
It's a simple story of a woman who finds herself again... It was a cheap buy on my Nook, and I ended up really liking it.
4 stars

8. Lincoln's Last Days: The Shocking Assassination that Changed America Forever by Bill O'Reilly
Again, I love to read about history. Informative and interesting, but not particularly well-written. 
3 stars

9. Anne of Avonlea (Anne of Green Gables #2) by Lucy Maud Montgomery 
I listened to this one in the car as well. It's the second story in the series about Anne's time as a school teacher. This series is just so endearing.
5 stars

10. The Husband's Secret by Liane Moriarty
A very intricately woven story about a secret that binds three women. Again, well written, but not my favorite. 
3 stars

11. Anne of the Island (Anne of Green Gables #3) by Lucy Maud Montgomery 
You'd be surprised by how much time I spend in the car. Thank God for free audiobooks. It's the third story in the series about Anne's college years. I loved this one as well.
5 stars

12. Anne's House of Dreams (Anne of Green Gables #5) by Lucy Maud Montgomery
The fifth story in the series is about Anne's marriage to Gilbert Blythe. [I skipped #4 because I couldn't find a free version. Haha!] I think each one of these books is my favorite and then I remember I love them all equally, but differently.
5 stars

13. All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr
A fictional story set in World War II about two people on different sides of the War whose worlds are intertwined. I thought this was beautifully written and loved every word.
4 stars

14. Nobody's Cuter than You by Melanie Shankle
I actually bought this book at Amazon's suggestion with I ordered Shauna Niequist's new book, Savor. Then I heard Melanie on another one of Jamie's podcasts and I thought hey, I just bought her book! Then I found the podcast Melanie regularly does with Sophie Hudson - these women are hysterical. Don't listen to them in public - people will wonder why you're constantly cracking up...all by yourself. [Not that I know from experience...] All that to say...I love everything about Melanie, including and especially this book about the importance of girl friends. Loved it.
Top three for the year, 5 [32] stars

15. The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins
I read this book because I had heard such good things about it, but it was another one of those that I wasn't crazy about. It was a very intricate, well-written story, but not for me.
3 stars

I would love to know what you're reading this summer! 




Thursday, June 4, 2015

don't you know that's not your name

I heard this song on my drive to work this morning, and in the midst of a season in my life filled with so much uncertainty, I felt free. I hope you can read through them [or listen here] and know that no matter what is going on in your life, no matter what your story is or was, no matter what others say you are [or what you call yourself on your worst days] that is not who you are in Christ. 


Greater
by MercyMe

Bring your tired
Bring your shame
Bring your guilt
Bring your pain
Don't you know that's not your name
You will always be much more to me

Everyday I wrestle with the voices
That keep telling me I'm not right
But that's alright

Cause I hear a voice and He calls me redeemed
When others say I'll never be enough
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world
In the world
In the world
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world

Bring your doubts
Bring your fears
Bring your hurt
Bring your tears
There'll be no condemnation here
You are holy, righteous and redeemed

Every time I fall
There'll be those who will call me a mistake
Well that's ok

Cause I hear a voice and He calls me redeemed
When others say I'll never be enough
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world
In the world
In the world
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world

Whoa ohhh ohhh
Whoa ohhh ohhh
He's Greater
He's Greater
Whoa ohhh ohhh
Whoa ohhh ohhh
He's Greater
He's Greater

There'll be days I lose the battle
Grace says that it doesn't matter
Cause the cross already won the war
He's Greater
He's Greater

I am learning to run freely
Understanding just how He sees me
And it makes me love Him more and more
He's Greater
He's Greater

There'll be days I lose the battle
Grace says that it doesn't matter
Cause the cross already won the war
He's Greater
He's Greater

I am learning to run freely
Understanding just how He sees me
And it makes me love Him more and more
He's Greater
He's Greater

Cause I hear a voice and He calls me redeemed
When others say I'll never be enough
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world
In the world
In the world
And greater is the One living inside of me
Than he who is living in the world

There'll be days I lose the battle
Grace says that it doesn't matter
Cause the cross already won the war
He's Greater
He's Greater

I am learning to run freely
Understanding just how He sees me
And it makes me love Him more and more
He's Greater
He's Greater

[There's so much truth in all these words, but I italicized my favorite parts]